And it begins….Day 1.
Something I hate about myself.
Hmmm. Just one?
It’s so easy to get down about things you don’t like about yourself. But instead of being a major bummer on my self-esteem, I’ll stick to two that annoy me to no end.
I HATE that I can be SO EMOTIONAL and I hate that when it comes to housework and such, I can be a LAZY bum. Yup, that’s me, undeniably lazy.
There you have it. I’m being truthful.
I’ve always been emotional — even as a kid. I cried a lot. Too much. I know it got annoying for the adults that had to be around me. And it’s not even just emotional…I was sensitive. OVERLY SENSITIVE. I feel too much for other people. Myemotions get in the way of making decisions for fear of hurting feelings. I wish I could harden up just a smidge.
I’m not as bad as I was…even in the past five years, I’ve changed. But at my core, I’m a big ol’ softy and I would love to just “man up” sometimes and not dive into the emotion behind things.
The lazyness. I’m not going to go into it. It doesn’t require a lot. If my house needs my attention, I’ll watch tv instead, check my email, take a nap (ok, that hasn’t happened in a REALLY long time) — ANYTHING to avoid cleaning. It irks me to no end and I don’t know how to change it. It would be awesome if I could be like those people that are all out of sorts when things aren’t clean, that thrive on cleaning and get a rush from it. Nope. Not me.
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